Saturday, May 28, 2011,1:12 AM
Oh, dear blog. Today was an amazing day. Really. And these days, life has been so beautiful. I'm starting to take up more responsibilities in a way, and having so much to do. For now, I'm serving in children ministry. And then in Dubcube, I'm considered to be in Media. But well, you know me.. I like being crazy, doing silly things, acting and being in videos right? So, well, Wei Jean was looking for a host for Dubcube TV, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to join. I did ask if a person could be the host even when they're already in media. She said no, but after that say she understand if i wanna be the host too.. so she said ok for me to do both. I'm really glad bout that, that I can do both (: and appreciate that she understands. So now, I'll be one of the host person in Dubcube TV as well. And then, since IO Camp I think, Abel and YongLoon has been training me to be in the worship team, and recently, YongLoon asked me to lead praise for an upcoming event too. Of course I'd really love to, I'd really really like that. But I don't have those music background thing and I don't really sing [my sister does, but me?] so sometimes, I just ain't so sure bout it. I'm afraid in a way, but at the same time hoping to be able to do it. So, maybe for this time I won't be leading [cause im going to camp, no practice time and I may not be ready without practice] but then perhaps I will in the future. I really do want to actually. But, fear. haha. There's so much I want to do. Anyways, because of this, training me up for it and everything, I think that's why Abel wants me to join choir. Again, I'd really love to, and they give free training and stuff. I'm sure I'd improve from there, but exams and studies and so many things to do already. I doubt I can take another thing up. Maybe next year.. but my heart is so tempted to join now. haha. But okay, I will try to tell it a firm "NO". haha! IGCSE is important. One thing I didn't understand is.. I've never had any singing stuff going on before, why was I picked? I'm not saying I'm not happy to be picked, but I'm just surprised. haha. For video, I assume it's because I LOVE taking videos, and so they picked me.. but singing? wow. It's really something new for me. Oh well, I believe God will guide me through it! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I just know He WILL. (: I believe!
Anyways, basically, what I'm doing right now is...
I'm in children church [priority of all my other ministry/mini jobs?], then I'm in Dubcube's Media Team, Hosting [Idk it's for other times as well or this time only], Dubcube's Worship Team [sometimes]? Last time I wanted to join children church AND props team [seasonal]. and.. well, I told myself I'll join next year.. but now.. woah.. so many things weih. Now I tell myself and some ppl I'll join choir next year. Oh dear me.. what have I done. LOL. I really want to, but we'll see how. Cause now, it's not all free Jolene DIY time next year already. Dad wants me to get a diploma in something. Maybe some pastry academy or some culinary art school thing? That would be quite nice right? And I can still use the skills and cook for my family if I didn't open any restaurants or cafe and stuff. (: haha!!! *already thinking bout future* Will see how. Dad needs to support before I can do anything. Well, that's about it for my thoughts today. haha! Thanks for reading, [if there is anyone reading at all ~ ] Hahah!! I doubt so, had been dead for... a year +. Oppsies. heh!
Oh well, BYE bloggy! <3 I love you cause you know me so well! hahah!! Duhh! :P I shall use you to throw out everything I'm feeling. <3 Thanks bloggy. Nights!!!!!
and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna
