Monday, April 26, 2010,8:18 PM
If I were to faint...
If I were to faint in front of my cell group members, I know that they'd be there to catch me. Sung Lin will be the one who carries me to the car and out from the car to the hospital. Wei Shen would be the one who drives the car. Leo would be the one who makes all the arrangements like filling in details and so on at the front desk. Andrew Lau [My wonderful cell group leader] would surely accompany me the longest. He'd surely ask if I need anything when I wake. If I am to be hospitalized, he'd sent messages asking how I'm doing every once in a while. Dic Vinn would be the blur but caring friend. If I were to stumble when I wake, or fall off the bed, he'd be the one catching me and supporting me to stand back up. I know that he'll surely ask me to be more careful, though he would probably stumble himself. I know Wei Mund would surely come to visit and have a huge reaction about it! Ian Lee would be the one sitting by my side. She'd ask how I am and would tell me to get well soon. Lili, Shyane and Itin would come and visit me together. I could imagine Shyane pushing my frindge aside and saying something sweet. I'm not sure what those words would be though. From what's in my mind, Itin and Lili would ask questions about how all this came by, they'd give me words of encouragement and others. I know and I know, that this spiritual family of mine would always be there for me, encourage me and shape me into a better person. I know that they love me, and I just want to let all you people know, that I treasure them dearly and love them with all my heart! God is indeed generous to have planted such amazing people in my life and let me call them my spiritual family. <3
and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna
Saturday, April 24, 2010,2:47 PM
BACK FROM BROGA HILLS !! Today was awesome :D Hehehe. Mmm.. wait, let me start from yesterday alright? :D Sorry, you don't have the choice to choose :P heh !
YESTERDAY ~
I woke up at 5am+ because of a sharp pierce in my tummy ): I assumed it was gastric [I never got it before and the pain was in the middle area] at first and didn't want to do anything about it. But I was thinking how it could be gastric if i ate at the usual time. It doesn't seem like food poisening, because all I ate was the dinner everyone else ate, and the others are fine. Anyways, after rolling in the bed because of the sharp pierce feeling, it turned into a different kind of pain. The one which is really really bad and makes u feel like going to the toilet. And so I went to the toilet o__o I think I sat there for about an hour?! O: BUT NOTHING HAPPENED. It just gets better, then worst then better and worst again. To a point where it got extremely unbareable ! I left the toilet and went to look for the tummy medicine. I was hunching all the way and was even sort of crawling when it was super bad ! I couldn't find the medicine, so I went to dad's room and told them my tummy hurts ): They ask me to search the medicine box again, and I did. Still, I couldn't find a single one, so I ask my parents where it is again. Then my dad passed me one from his traveling bag. I ate them and felt much better. Finally able to go to the toilet, then I had some rest. Woke up in the middle and went to the toilet again. Then another time, my maid woke me assuming I'm going to school. I told her I'm not going to school and once again went to the toilet. It's super weird for me, cause I always thought the pain will dissapear once I went to the toilet for you-know-what. Hahaha! I went back to sleep once more, and this time never woke till around 2pm+ . No more pain, no more wanting to go to the toilet. (: Woohoo ! Just as I thought I am healed and the pain wouldn't bother me, it came back when I went for W25 prayer meeting. Ouchiie ): It wasn't all that pain anymore, bareable but uncomfortable. It went off at night.
TODAY.
I never slept, was chatting with Chee Meng, Carson and Ben online [msn and facebook]. I love chatting :D online I mean. Hahah! I'll be a quieter person in reality. Quieter, I never said quiet. Anyways, like I said, I never slept, unless you count the 20mins+ rolling around in bed. (: Hehehe. Mum caught me awake so I HAD TO go to bed. I woke up at 2am though :P Hahahha !!!! Went to have a little shower and pack my bag. Then I on the computer again. Found Chee Meng online so I chat with him again (: Lols ! It started raining after awhile, so we didn't know if Broga Hills is still on or not O: At 3am [The time I'm suppose to wake Wei Shen and Deborah] I called Wei Shen and asked him. He called Andrew, confirmed with me and I gave Deborah her morning call :D Blah ! I talk too much ! Anyways, we gathered at church after that and all of us went for McD breakfast after that. My tummy hurt then, so I never ate. Didn't have the mood to. My tummy hurt all the way in the car. It got better when I lie and hunch a little, but got uncomfortable again when we reach. The whole time climbing the hill, my tummy wasn't that comfy. Going down was the same. But today was really really really really great ! <3 We had dim sum at USJ20 after the whole thing ! Chee Meng was super funny ! Hahhaa. You'll understand if you were there, these things can't be put into words. LOL! x]
Well, I kinda didn't really want to write this after I wrote this halfway, that's why it came out so... not nice. LOL! Owh well.. bye :D
and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna
