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Tuesday, December 8, 2009,6:59 PM

The Ten Thing Thing
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

TEN things about you:

1. I love all sorts of animals
2. Admire big cats, like cheetahs, leopards, tigers and lions
3. Adore big dogs. [Pyrenean Mountain Dog, St.Bernard .. ]
4. Plan to have border collies in the future
5. Love daisies and sunflowers
6. Love arts and craft
7. On facebook and msn almost everyday :P
8. Draws on paint
9. In love with my video cam and brings it almost everywhere
10. Loves surveys and quizes. Sometimes.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. [ Urm.. gonna skip this :DD Don't know what to say. ]

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10.

TEN ways to win your heart:
1. Tell me you love me (:
2. Be patient, wait for me till i'm 18 then i'll consider. haha !
3. Be honest, supportive and encourage me in what i do :D
4. Understand that I love pets and are not gonna give them up for u :P
5. Do sweet stuff for me ? haha.
6. Don't sms me every morning just to say hi or good morning.. it's annoying ! and i'm not that rich to reply.
7. Be yourself ^^
8. Make me laugh :D
9. Don't buy everything for me.
10. Urm.. still got what? You figure out yourself :P

*Hehe.. don't think anyones gonna read this anyway @.@ btw, if any of you do.. i don't guarantee that you'll win. hahah !!

TEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. "LAUNCH ME LIKE A CANNONBALL... "
2. What should i draw next?
3. What's for dinner :D
4. Anything happened in facebook / forum yet?
5. Bring Roxy for grooming !!
6. Need to get a tag for Roxy.
7. How would my sweet 16 be?
8. I really should start reading the book i bought.
9. So many stuff to upload!! Videos ! Pictures !! Lazyy !!
10. Someone please talk to me in facebook ):

TEN people who means a lot at the moment: [does pets count? i'm gonna add them in anyways]
1. GOD
2. Family
3. Close Friends
4. Babies - Roxy, Crislyn, Criscille
5. Cell Group Members
6. Church Friends
7. Old Friends
8. *It's already more than 10 :P So.. let's skip no.8 ,9 and 10
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10.

TEN songs that you listen to often lately:
1. The Rising
2. A Story
3. Unbelievable
4. Broken For You
5. The Lord's Prayer
6. You Taught Me To Love 教我去爱
7. Luar Biasa
8. 对面的女孩看过来
9. Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer
10. A Whole New World

*I seldom listen to songs nowadays, kinda outdated :P These are the song i've kept listening to awhile ago.

TAG TEN PEOPLE:
*Skipping this.. most of my friends left their blog lifeless..
Still have friends who blog, but i'm lazy :P Whoever wants to do it just do it ;D

That's all.. bye !

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Sunday, December 6, 2009,5:48 PM

Just back from Jaya One Pet's Day Out. Haha.. wasn't anything like what i had in mind. :P
Not saying that it's bad, but it's very different from what i had in mind. haha ! And i was super shy there o.o I think i'd be less shy if my dad wasn't there ! LOL ;] Or my sister...

Saw Eric and a few other forum friends there.. Though i don't really know WHO is WHO. I know they were there. haha ! Got my GliderSlurp and GliderFruitsicle from Hun. She was carrying 6 gliders you know ! Wow :D Owh owh owh !!! We saw huskies !!! BEAUTIFUL HUSKIES ! haha. And guess what?! MY FAVORITE BREED WAS THERE TOO !! THE ALMIGHTY BORDER COLLIE !! :DDD Yipee ! They were gorgeous ! Well.. dun feel like blogging today. Hmm.. guess i'll blog tmr if i have another dream then. haha ! k la.. cya later ;D Bye !

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Saturday, December 5, 2009,9:39 PM

The place had orange wallpaper, brown tables and chairs with dividers. The dividers is like a short wall with attached glass above it. Then it's decorated with fake vines with red flowers. I was sitting there having lunch with my friends i think. The sky's bright and everything so it should be lunch. I don't remember eating anything though. I went to the toilet and left my bag with my friends. Then my sis came into the toilet and told me that there's a new girl in school. Yes, school... Ace School. She told me that she's a popular girl from her old school and her name's Debbie. My sis told me that she has a boyfriend and to never follow or bump into him lots of times.. weird eh? Well, it's my dream.. She told me that Debbie would get mad or something.. idk. After that my sis went out of the toilet.. and i followed behind. Then all of them were outside there.. somehow i knew that my sis was the one who asked them here to introduce me. Sometimes you'd just know things in your dream. Well, I said hi and they replied :) Though Debbie had a look on her face that prints out "don't mess with me." She smiled, but the look was still there. I was still standing at the toilet's door when Prem's face popped out right beside. As usual, we said hi to each other :) Then Brendan came by. And we said hi again. haha. After that i stepped out and saw Christopher and Andrew nearby, coming towards this mini crowd. I guess the form4s are curious about the new girl ;] hahah ! Teacher Anne was there then, and since she saw us being so friendly and nice to the new student, she gave us a thumbs up :D Actually, two thumbs up ! =] Then, the form4s took the lead and showed around the school. They act like they're ushers and so on.. lol.. guess this part of the dream kinda came from church.. or Kristy's birthday surprise where Leo did his job :P haha ! After a tour around the school, we decided to bring them for dinner.. at the same restaurant my dream started out in. It was quite far, i din't know how we got to the roads but i remember we were there on the road right after the tour. There were trolleys on the side of the road.. lots of them. In my dream, it's sort of a transportation. There's 1 whole row of trolleys that time.. the front ones are filled with people. Andrew and Prem got themselves a trolley each. Brendan shared with Christopher. I noticed that it looks like there's a jam and i might reach faster by running. So i din't take any trolleys. But as soon as i ran, the jam dissapeared ! and then, some police guy came to say the other trolleys are not available. Urghh.. it's my dream! Why does it treat me so bad ): I tried to jump into Andrew or Prem's trolley after that.. haha ! Tumpang tumpang.
But they were so fast i couldn't get a good grip. Owh well.. running it is.. when i reached there.. surprisingly, Debbie the new girl and her girlfriend were already sitting in the area i was in the morning. My friends were gone though. That time, the form4s were missing from my dream.. wonder where they went. In the restaurant, i saw Debbie putting a purse into her black bag, the purse was the exact same one as my sister's ! She and her girlfriend actually wanted me to see it when they put it in her bag. How did i know? My dream told me so :D You know, sometimes in dreams you actually know what's happening. haha ! I went over and kinda grab the purse a bit and notice it's red.. My sister's is hot pink. The colours were very alike.. i let go in the end. After awhile the girlfriend ask isn't that your sister's purse? Then i said, no.. it's red.. my sister's is pink. Hahaha !! In my mind i was saying :" hahha.. in your face ! I'm not dumb u know~ " Then they whispered something saying that i was a good sister or something.. o.0 [Jie! Heard that? Make sure u appriciate me more! :D ] Right after that part, i woke up.. then i went back to sleep as it's still early.. I THINK. (: Then i had a mini dream ! ;D

I had two mini dreams, though i can't remember which came first.. i think i should start with the one in school. Since my first dream was also in school. Here goes :

JenSion, JiunHong and I were in class.. Teacher Anne was there too ! It's not my ace tution class, but my school classroom. It was the last day of ace. Then it's holidays and we'll have to wait till next year to see every1 else again. We had a small party. There's food and games. JenSion was sitting on the left, and JiunHong was sitting behind him. I was sitting on the right beside JenSion. I don't know what JiunHong's doing, but i know JenSion was busy playing his psp. btw, it's black :D I was eating some biscuits which i seemed to have eaten it in real life. It taste familiar. But it's something i ate very very long ago.. not recently. The biscuit was square, small and thin. Not like the normal round or square biscuits. They had a different taste. Anyways, teacher Anne said it's gonna be 5 - which means school's gonna end. And asked if we wanted to bring anything home.. then i decided to bring the biscuits home. It's yummy :DD haha ! So, i asked if JenSion wanted to bring some home, and he said ok. So i help him pack some.. being a nice friend. lol ! He's too busy playing his psp @.@ After that, i wanted to ask JiunHong.. but too bad, i woke up. No more biscuits for u ! hahah :DDD

My other mini dream ~
Su Lynne, Su Jeanne . Jiang Xin [short form - Jx] and I were playing Sonic. it wasn't called sonic in the dream though.. i never really played sonic b4, so i sucked.. I died in like... the first map. hahah !!! Lynne and Jeanne were just watching. Jx was quite good i guess, the map isn't a whole long map..it's those map where they had different lanes.. like those in maple. He went lane by lane.. from top to bottom..killing the bad monsters. Owh yea, after i die.. i got a quest. Guess what? turns out sonic is like maple! LOLLL. Got to find some stuff.. shoot.. i forgot the name !! There's a few stuff in the list.. i got all except 1. There's 2 things in the list that sounds alike.. their name i mean. Then i bought the wrong 1.. haha ! After that.. i din't know where to look for the other, so i went about searching. Just like maple ! ): Guess i miss it too much. The game was also like RO.. as Sonic changed and turn into an RO assassin ! Hahaha !! Combination of all 3 games i guess :D Interesting ~ Owh btw, the assassin was a male.. it din't change into a female.. and it had maple powers.. like stepping twice means walking faster.. hahha !!! The skill from pirate in maple.. remember? Aihs.. anyways, i thought that Jx would be wondering where i went after that.. so i decided to go back. And i went blank.. no more dreams.. The end :DD

Hope you enjoyed my dreams once again. LOL!! I doubt that. >.<
Owh well. Bye !

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Hey guys ! :DD Instead of my interesting dreams, i'm here to share something else with you guys !! haha.. okayy fine ! Maybe my dreams arn't that interesting.. but it is to me !! :P I'm gonna share about my cell group outing today. It's in SungLin and IanLee's house.. and we ate and played loads. I'm not only talking about playing you know..when i say loads.. I also meant the food ! We had around 4packets of da pao-ed food i think? i know there's two diff kind of mee and 1 fried rice.. the other idk.. but it seemed like ard 3/4 packets.. Can't remember. That's not a lot? Well, we also ordered pizza.. 4 large pizzas !!!! Altogether - 4large pizza and ard 3 packets of food ! O.O That's a lot for 13 people right?! :P Every1 was so full ! Except SungLin. LOL!! HE'S MAD I TELL YOU !!! MADDDD !!!! He ate like ... 1-2-3-4-5.. ard 5 to 6 plates !!! GOSH.. I think he has a spare stomach !! That guy is CRAZY !! Pheww ~ My sis on the other hand.. as usual .. took so little !! We forced her to eat a few pizzas though :DD haha ! Help her gain weight ! Okayy.. let's see.. after that, if i'm not wrong, Darren wanted to go to the toilet but then he jumped when he saw a flying cockroach ! aiks.. the freaky roaches are on the loose ! And guess what?! Manly SungLin went over and say :" Let ME Settle It! " <-- imagine that in a super manly voice yea! it'll get better :P Then, the cockroach fleed to the kitchen and when it flew, Sung Lin screamed something.. which i can't remember what. LOL!! But the point is he screamed ! :P After he said he'll settle it ! hahaha :) Owh, about what and how he screamed.. you can check out my video on youtube tomorrow.. or should i say later.. haha ! You can ask Andrew to act it out as well ! :P Andrew went to take over and killed the cockroach with the mosquito spray thing after that. After stuffing ourself with unhealthy food, we had a bone-breaking, body-twisting, butt-sniffing fun ! Hahaha ! Can you guess what it is? No? Well.. it's my all time favorite - *drum rolls* TWISTER !!! :DD Yipee ! Owh wait.. i got this wrong. Only a few of us played this before the whole thing started since we came early.. Owh well ! We played the tower falling, loud smashing UNO ! :DD The tower thingy.. not the cards.. isit called Uno?! lol.. idk. :PP Once again.. my bad, it was before dinner.. hahah!!!! Silly me. ^^ I think i'm getting old. Okay okay.. now for the real one.. we played..... TABOO !! :DDD Yeap yeap ! This is it ! Taboo ! ;D Andrea and Darren are experts ! So each of them are in seperated teams ! hehe ! We had a different team for both rounds. In the first round, when i was out there saying, i din;t know what to say ! LOL.. Got 0 points for that.. oppsie :P Sorry team mates ! But for the second time, i finally got ard 3 i guess.. haha ! I put the camera down then.. off-ed it.. too bad ! No video for you ! :P Well, it was really really fun ! After that we had fun just talking and playing with Crislyn. Btw, ANDREW HATES CRISLYN ): It's that sad news?! He's like all freaked out when he saw Crislyn ! Poor thing. He doesn't know what's cute and what's not ! T___T He say cats are adorable but hates dogs and any mouse-like creatures like Crislyn ! I'mma transform him into a animal lover !! D:< That's my job alright. hahha !! Well, he kept saying he wants to fry it or kill it and so on.. he say nex time punishment is to kiss Crislyn. LOL! Who knows she'd become a little pretty princess ;D Maybe the one from Wei Shen's prom ! hahaha !!! At the end of the day, Stephen fetched my sis, Crislyn and I home. (: Thanks Stephen ! Owh.. right before we left, we heard Crislyn's little crabby noise !! I haven't heard that in.. months ! Leo din't believe it was her though.. he said there must be a speaker or amplifier or something. haha !! It's too loud for that tiny little creature ! He kept insisting that it's not her and that there's a button somewhere. Owh well, suit yourself Leo ~ (: That's all for today ! It's late. Good night !!!

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Friday, December 4, 2009,11:49 AM

It was a battle.. Between Leslei's team and.. shoot.. dreams.. they really don't want you to know who's in it huh? I was sure it was my friends... i just can't remember who ! Sigh.. i know the leader is a guy.. and there's another girl by him. I was in their team. Let's just call it Team A, and Leslei's team - Team B. Okay? Btw, Leslei's the leader in their group. I can't remember the dreams as clearly, but i remember Leslei had a machine that sucks in the air? and could give out stinky air.. LOL. i can't remember.. sorry guys ): It was something more harmful.. i just don't remember ! He had little balloons that would.. bomb? Gosh.. i really can't remember much from this dream. Anyways, i remember this.. the settings were tables and chairs.. It's exactly like my class! On the left from the white board. Which means its away from the door. My fav spot is always right behind in the corner.. now you know where? ;D haha ! Anyways.. somehow we fought.. which once again i can't remember.. and then at the last end. We somehow had those little things with letters.. you know the chinese game? Where you have the "bing", "jiang" , "pao" , "che" and every others.. the letters J and K were on it. All the Ks were at Team B while all the Js were at Team A. I don't know why.. but somehow my team, which is Team A.. got to kill or get the Ks. And Team B wants the Js. But both teams must keep their letters safe and everything. Yes.. i know. It's a weird and confusing dream. I remember i kicked my sister's stomach. OWH YEA !! MY SISTER'S IN THE DREAM TOO :DD Too bad she's on Leslei's team ! Team B. BOOO!!! :P Anyways.. i kicked her as she wanted to stop me ! And you know my sis.. it doesnt hurt, but to her.. it does ! heh :) So i grabbed a K and threw it back to my team leader. Then Leslei threw the bomb-balloons. It was out.. so it did not bomb. haha :DD Somehow we fought and i can't remember anything here anymore ): Next thing i knew, we're in a normal school class. Except the teachers table wasn't infront anymore.. it's at the back ! And everything's facing the back! That's when i spot my little girl ! Who? Who else.. 4 legged.. Brown hair, black eyes and adorable button nose ! Yeap :) Roxy ! Owhh.. i don't know why.. but Roxy's like in Leslei's team O.O Shouldn't she be in mine?! D:< Though, i'm still her owner / mum in that dream.. Anyways, that time.. we wern't enemies anymore.. no more battles. But we still remember we WERE enemies in the battle. haha ! Back to the story ~ Leslei called out to her and she came.. she was limping ! So i whispered to Leslei :" her legs hurt ! " and he was like where? Then when i called out to Roxy, she stopped limping and jumped straight onto my face and giving me doggy kisses ! I remember laughing.. and teacher turned.. haha ! But that din't matter.. cause i laughed out and boy ~ do i sound like a witch ! hahah :) That's how it end.. Laughters and Roxy on my face.. covering every single spot with kisses. Owh.. and.. the others laughed at me too !! Because i sound funny when i laugh ): heh..

Some of you had heard me laugh that way. LOL. It's not my usual laugh.. My usual laugh is silent and " chao gan-ish" Right?! hahah !! If it's not silent, then it sounds like i have hiccups ! But sometimes, my laugh doesn't seem like both of them.. it has no stop. And that's when i sound like a witch ! hahahha :DDDD Who agrees?!!?!!! :P Bleh.. i don't think any1's reading anyway. (o^v^o) Owh well ! That's the end of my dream story ! :DD Here's a cute little picture of Roxy to brighten up your day !

Okay.. fine, i lied.. it's a picture of Roxy and I ! hahah :)

Oppsie.. i almost forgot ! Some of you knew i'm getting a little friend for Crislyn right? And her name's gonna be Criscille? Well, i've just transfered the deposit to reserve her :) I'm gonna get her next year after CNY. Though she's available on Dec 10/20+ .. can't remember. haha! It would be hard if i'm not bonded with her and i'm taking her for holidays. And yea, it's better if she's older and could defend herself, in case anything happens while introducing Crislyn and Criscille. :D Jit Shiong - the seller / breeder, is gonna guide me throughout the introducing process. He's a really nice guy :) Thanks Jit Shiong !! ;D Anyways, Criscille is now MINE !! :DDD hahha !! Well, haven't paid the full but yea.. she's already partially mine. And.. Anyone wants a little sneak peak? Come on ~ You know you want to !!! ;D heh.. She's super adorable !!!! Okay fine.. i'll show you anyways ! :P Scroll down ! Heh.. i think you've seen it even before u read this huh.. Okay then.. Enjoy the pictures !

Yeap, i know.. she looks .. not so pretty o.o Well.. what did you expect? It's just DAY 1 !

haha ! Yeah.. i repeat.. it's DAY ONE ! :P Her first day out of pouch. What pouch? Gosh.. you should go do your research ! Out of her mama's pouch ! :DD Hee !

Now.. This one is Criscille when she's 17 days old :) Yeap.. only 17 days old.

Not that cute yet.. Her face ain't chubby enough ! ): But she has a fair face.. haha.

This is her yesterday! (: Which means it's taken on 03/12/09

3rd of December 2009.

CAUTION : THE CUTE PARTS COMING !!

AND EVERYBODY SAY ? ALL TOGETHER NOW ~ 1... 2... 3 !!! AWHHHHH !!!!! :) HOW ADORABLE !!!! ;D Told you she's cute !! Heh.. Bye !!

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Thursday, December 3, 2009,11:00 AM

I HAD A DREAM AGAIN :DDD

This time the dream wasn't as nice a story though.. it's about a girl named Ace, and this story is kinda linked with the story book - Indigo Blue. I've just finished that book 2 days ago. Guess that's where my dream came from :D It was a short dream.. not very long. Nothing much to talk about.. Well, here we go ~

I can't remember how it started, but i remember we were at a place where there's a little glass wall and we could look through to the soccor field. A few guys were playing. I think the place we're at is right beside the path to the toilet. A few guys stopped playing and came towards us shooting a few glances. Ace was beside me then, and she was saying :"It's Shane!!!" Shane is a guy from the story i told you about before. He rides on his skateboard every morning and has sandy brown hair. In the dream, i realise that it was the boy from the story and wanted to see how he looked. Din't really know which was him though. Owh well, they passed by and came out the other way. Then Ace whispered to me :" Opps.. it wasn't him.. " haha ! Guess i can't get to see who was from the book after all. Then after that, the guys called out to Ace and asked her to play as well.. so she went off to join them getting ready to kick the ball. Out of nowhere i suddenly had another friend on my left. I don't know her name though. The guys placed a ball in the mid and stood semi-circularly around it, waiting for Ace to kick.. When she was about to, my so called friend charged right in and kick the ball. That made Ace mad.. and she din't want to talk to me.. as if it was my fault. Anyways, she has a brother that was there. Again, i do not know his name. He's quite big for his age. Like.. huge ! Well, after that i went to the toilet.. walked right in and noticed the lights were flickered off ! I looked back to the light [outside] and noticed Ace's brother standing there closing the door. In my mind i said : " Owh well.. i'll show him that i'm not afraid of the dark ! " So i went in, leaving the toilet door unlocked.. so that it would show atleast a little light and i wouldn't be that afraid.. I went to toilet and right then a puny sized young boy tried to come in, he pushed on the door.. i guess he din't knew i was in and he thought the door was stuck.. aiks.. I quickly got to my feet and pull up my pants.. LOL!! Luckily he saw nothing :P hahah !!! Well, i think he saw NOTHING o.0 After that i went out and he went in like everythings normal. After that i went out the path and saw that they were assembling. All the kids. Like the times in Lick Hung, we had a few horizontal rows of students on the left and verticle lines of students in the middle as well as the right. The school was just infront of us and the it's time to give out awards. I stood beside Ace and well, now since i'm writing this... i noticed that my other so called friend has dissapeared.. she's not in the story anymore.. Owh well, Ace was sure to get an award for music classes. And the music teacher started calling out names, there were 4 names if i'm not mistaken.. i can't remember them though. They went up the stage and out of my sight... i wasn't looking i noticed. I was focusing on Ace i think o.0 She looked bummed. Poor thing ): I din't feel pity for her in my dream though. haha !! :X Anyways, right after that Teacher said other than those on stage, there are some others who are very good as well, a little mistakes but still good. And she called out the names.. i think there's 5 of them this time.. and I remember her calling out "Zhi Han" [One of my real life friends from Lick Hung.] And i turned to look at the horizontal rows of student.. looking for Zhi Han. But i couldn't see her. After all names were called out.. none of them "Ace", Ace had a really depressed look on her face ): Still, i felt no pity in the dream. LOL!! I guess i was playing the character "Indigo" from the story book. That's all i remember.. nothing after that. Well, i hope u enjoyed reading my story as much as i enjoyed recalling, typing and sharing it. (:

You guys must be bored to look at post without pictures, well.. here's a picture to brighten your day with it's colourful colours o.0 haha !! :DDD Now remember kids, Say nO to smoking ~ Or if you prefer, say TAK NAK to smoking :D Hee !
Hope you enjoy your beautiful day !!! I LOVE YOU :D Did i just say that?! Owhh Goshh ~ *blushing ! * haha :DDD I know, i'm weird.. i'm kinda happy talking to you guys.. even if no1's reading. hahah ! Okay then.. i'm done talking. Bye wonderful people of Earth !!!! GOOD BYEEE !!!! *Zooms back into space on my adorable blue glittery spaceship ! *

and there is none like you Jesus. ♥ Hosanna

♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥ Jesus ♥ Jolene ♥

Wednesday, December 2, 2009,9:33 PM

Hey guys :DD It's been awhile since i update eh? ;D Don't think there's a lot ppl reading anyways. Owh well, time to post something here in this half-dead blog. Btw, today's post is gonna be PICTURE-LISED ! O.o lol.. or PICTURE-FY? hahah :DDD Don't think there's such a word.. anyways :D It's gonna have pictures in them.. if u don't understand. Let's start with what i'm doing these days, then run to the thing which has something to do with the pictures !

Lets see... Sunday night, i had this really interesting dream !! Here's what i wrote after i wake, it's about the story! :

Li teng.. was the killer. She killed my "aunt"
How? with my video cam which suddenly had a killing system..
Weoi Xiang was in the story too.. but who he was supporting.. i do not know.
My mind says Jason Ong was in but i couldn't remember anything.
I remember my parents, teacher anne and melinda. I came to them after i killed dear dear Li Teng.
It wasn't only Li Teng, there was another girl. I can't rmb whom.. Mayb it was a guy. I think he was Zhi Chao. He was on Li Teng's side. Stood too close to her. I shot him when i was aiming her. One more from Li Teng's side, a girl with short hair and a broad face. I do not know her.. what's she doing in my dream?! She gave up after the kill. She decided to surrender. Right after that, i ran to confess. Thats where my parents and teachers came in. I remembered what i said when i ran in to confess. I hugged my dad and I cried out :" I know what it's like, I know about jail. But i had to do it to protect myself. I'm so so sorry... I'm so sorry ! " with the last sorry i looked at my Teacher, as it was her student and not my parent's children.

Note : There was a part where I was in a dark room right beside the door-less space. They tried to grab my camera and I tried to keep them out. They could get me anytime and I’m getting weaker along the way. Weoi Xiang moved and kept them out, he said it’s simple, just change your body position.. and I quickly ran out. They were so close they could get me. But I was lucky. The place was somewhat like the outside of my maid’s room. Li Teng grabbed hold of me. I think.. Weoi Xiang asked for the camera from what seems like my maid’s room’s window. Somehow I did not trust him, that feeling which I would die. I kept it away from him and ran off to the “kitchen” It was there when I decided to finish it. The battery’s running low and I would die if I did not do it. I on the camera by flipping it’s screen out. Tried the shoot button but it had an error.. I was wobbly and din’t see clearly. Afraid it has ran out of bullets, I tried again by closing and opening the screen once more. I aimed at Li Teng, but shot Zhi Chao. He fell on the floor and Li Teng came closer. Time somehow froze before Zhi Chao died. I shot again and she was dead. The other girl with the short hair. She surrendered and went off. I did not go after her as I did not want to kill. I had no choice. They wanted me dead.

haha :D i know..i know.. red and green.. how christmas-sy.. Anyways, that's the story alright.. it's true !! NOT EDITED !!! There's some part where i can't rmb.. owh well.. i plan to write that into a story :D I just.. couldn't find the time to.. yet.. hee ! :D

Owh yea, then on Monday night.. i dreamt of my house.. it doesn't look exactly like my house.. but in the dream it is.. Well, in that dream, there was a ghost in my house. Just thinking of this gives me weird feelings.. ): But in that dream i was brave ! I was the one who said i'd go get something from the house. When i took the thing and came out, i saw her.. the ghost. I ran and she came closer.. it was freaky ! Then i started praying and say things like :" In Jesus name, get away from here" and she's still there ! Then i said :" In Jesus name, i banish you" <-- something like that.. i know it sounds weird.. banish o.o like some sort of king talking.. haha ! Well, she's still there when i looked.. but it's kinda working.. then i started praying in tongues. And she vanished! Right after that, i woke up.. i think. Cause i rmb nothing of it later on. I don't know if this is a sign from God, or if it's just a dream. These few days, definately before that dream, i prayed to God to help me know if i do have the gift of tongues, i asked him to show me a sign. Let me know if i do have it. Well, then this dream happened.. but i did pray for it to be something i'm sure of that i have or do not have the gift. When i woke up, i never have the feeling knowing that i have the gift. That is why i'm not sure if it is a sign. I continue to pray again for another sign that would not be frightening. I hope that it'll really let me have the knowing of whether i have it or not. I really wish i do have it ! (:

Tuesday night - I dreamt of a fantasy world and a mortal world. You know, like in those books and movies where they have 2 diff worlds and the fantasy world's not suppose to let the mortal world know they exist. (: I had that dream.. this time i was the person who knew of both worlds. I know they had magic in the fantasy world, but i din't know what makes what. Well, like those books and movies, there's sure to be some evil creatures right? And there is.. the goblin looking creatures. In my dream, they came into my world.. even the others, i don't know how but they did ! My mum was holding a book then, and i told her to read it out.. it's sort of a magic book you see.. and it was the wrong spell ! I thought that would send all of them back ! But noo... my dream went against me ! The magic was to keep them here forever! That they could stay without going back ! So, it's all up to me then.. i got to follow my fantasy world friends to some stepping stone stairs thingy where they had a portal to go back. In order for them to go back and stay in their world or something, a mortal must look at them jump back into their portal. Owhh btw, Hanson was in my dream !! hahah :DD He was a fantasy creature. Can't remember what though.. something that looked human. Anyways, back to the story.. that time i kinda was half waking up.. i tried to sleep though.. LOL!! I know i'm weird ! But in my dream i wanted to help them.. so eventhough it was time to wake up.. i still closed my eyes and tried to sleep =.=' hahah ! That's the weirdest thing that happened to me ! hahaha :DDD Anyways, i don't know if i can stay awake and look at him jump back or if i have to be in the dream.. i tried my best anyways and well, i got the news that he's back in fantasy world :DD Hee ! After Hanson went back, i just woke up.. Owh well, too bad for the others.. never knew what happened to the evil goblins too.. ): Dream's just a dream i guess. It was still fun while it lasted.

Now.. dreams all done :DD Time to talk bout the thing that has something to do with pictures !! Yay ! As most of you know, i've been drawing about in paint when i'm bored or free. I've come up with some nice drawings :D Well, it's nice to me and also to some other people. I've decided to continue and maybe make a profit out of it. I plan to print them onto T-shirts and sell them ! :) Maybe even cups,plates and bottles in the future. I already have a few friends saying that they will buy. haha! Though i haven't find the person who helps to print, the cost and put a price yet. I hope it'll be successful and that i can actually earn something out of my hobby ! Got to get a nice initial now, and find out how to put watermarks. Well, here are some of my drawings on paint :D Hope you enjoy them and support me IF i did get them printed out on products. haha :DD I said IF !! Bluekk ! Enjoy !!!!